So today I got frantic calls from both our families and the hospital informing me hes attempted to self harm. Without going into what he did hes going to survive but is very fortunate as it was a close call.
I feel numb, well kind of. I'm vacillating between being numb, angry and feeling sorry for him. Obviously his family want me to make contact - I'm not going to. My family are torn between hes manipulative and maybe I should make contact and my 2 close friends are saying so be it. Meantime my brain has turned to chopped liver and I cant recall why I actually left yet I have detailed journals telling me.
I hate how this separating has left me feeling ;(.
Appreciate your thoughts please