we're camping in the sand dunes. Lots of high grass, nighttime. All playing hide and seek.I am separated from Ruth, he catches me and pulls me down.All I can remember is hearing the others laughing as they find each other, hand over my mouth, sand and sharp grass. the moon behind a cloud. mum in the van reading....where are you now .....when i need you to come and find me? i cant go back, i stay hidden and they search, mum tells me off and tells me I'm sulking.....i just want a cuddle. 'He' tells me to go to the tent for the rest of the night for running off......
I cry myself to sleep. All my friends ignore me...... I have an accident in the night and daren't move. it will dry in the sun tomorrow, how ashamed.....still 5 days left to go.....