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When manic, every next/last moment is my favourite (unless I fear losing myself or dying) or (when it's most severe, but without fear) there's just one moment so there can't really be a favourite. After mania, all manic moments were unfortunate. Only the whole experience and some of the (more abstract) ideas are maybe worth it. The missed opportunities and destruction is awful.
Which antipsychotics have you tried?
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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