thank you jacq.. we can share this boat together... i see from your post the rides a little bumpy on your side too ...

i know that forgiveness is divine and its my philosophy to love all... and yet.. i imagined what i would do with two hours with this dude if i had it... kindness and anger would combine and i would yell and yell... but its the part of me that wants to hurt him.. toteach a lesson that i'm struggling with... i want him to feel the same humiliation and degradation and i want to be the one who teaches him... i want to see him cry....

thank you for listening...