Sounds like you may be suffering from depression. Sorry you didn't pass your test. You can take it again, right? I hope so. Trust is a hard issue for a lot of us on PC. I don't trust most people. I have one friend and I can't always count on her being there for me, so it's kinda of sad. Hang in there.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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