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Old Dec 16, 2016, 01:24 PM
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I was 15. My mom still describes to me delusions that I either can't remember or can't believe I had. I thought that animals lives were more important than humans and that they should be worshiped. I had a panthiestic world view that was epitomized in me talking to trees, drowning myself in the lives of those trees (I was consumed by nature) and believing that I should worship them.
Possible trigger:
I would often see myself from outside of my body. It was completely bizarre and lasted for quite a time (I don't remember exactly and it was probably longer than let on).
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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