I don't know what to tell you other than the fact that I experienced exactly the same thing.
My shrink refused to diagnose me with BPD. He leaned more towards Bipolar 2, but I'm convinced, in the same way that you are.
I understand your frustration.
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I turn to the crowd as they're watching
They're sitting all together in the dark in the warm
I wanted to be in there among them
I see how their eyes are gathered into one
And then she turns to me with her hand extended
Her palm is split with a flower with a flame
- Suzanne Vega (1987)
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