I can not handle clutter at all, not a bit.

My brain feels scrambled the majority of the time. So my home has to be " in order" I can not go to sleep if there is a single dish in the sink, I've been known to cleans the walls. It's a OCD control issue.

I have chronic pain, yet I can't slow down. I suck at the pacing myself despite the pain.

Did I mention my husband likes to keep lots of things ? Drives me bonkers, it's all needed and reasonable things but o m g !