I can't seem to shake my irritability lately. My husband is living in fear due to my recent suicide attempt (3 weeks ago) therefore his way of dealing with it is to try and control and comment over my every move. I keep trying to remind myself that his actions are justified for he is fearful and only cares. But damn, I can't drink now, eat sugar, eat junk food (i.e. a grilled cheese sandwich), can't change my meds even though I detest them, he can only pick up my meds. and disdripute to me, he controls how much money I have and only transfers enough money for the preapproved items I want to purchase at a time, my actions, words, are lack there of are questionable by him, i.e. I'm too quiet, I don't laugh enough, I'm too sensitive. I'm so overwhelmed, resentful, and irritated. I want my life back! Any suggestions on how I can accomplish this and at the same time address his fears and help to decrease his fears? Please help!
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