Interesting perspective, thanks.

I don't have a need or want to rid myself of my fetish, no do I feel they're intrusive. When I first had this fetish I did wonder, "Oh dear, what will my future girlfriend/wife think?"

I still occasionally ask myself this. But as far as how I personally feel about my fetish, I'm perfectly fine with it. And like it. I have no desire to "cure" myself or get rid of it. I feel no shame at least not for the fetish itself. I did used to feel down that physical features that I like in women are the same features that the media shuns and that a lot of women hate about themselves. It makes me question whether or not I'll ever find someone chubby and cute (and doesn't think I'm some weirdo with my fetish).

I am starting to feel I'm overthinking this, and will probably ask my counselor about this in terms of writing (though I don't feel guilt). Thanks.