With such a recent suicide attempt it is understandable your husband will be walking on eggshells. As time passes and you show him you are healing and trustworthy I think he will begin to back off. Sorry you have been through so much. It takes time to recover and that goes for those who love us. Your feelings are real and valid. Is the irritation overwhelming? Maybe a med adjustment will help with that. Give it time, you will get your life back. Sorry I don't have much advice. Is your husband being reasonable considering the circumstances, or controlling? This is something that needs to be addressed. Maybe couples therapy will help.

I wish you all the best.