I am now in the process of writing my complaint to the NHS. It is very long as not only did my psychologist let me down, but so did his centre and his centre manager and his line manager and his supervisor. Where were they in all of this?
I have been through so many feelings this past week. Sometimes I feel awful for 'betraying' my therapist by telling on him, sometimes I feel so angry I can hardly breathe, sometimes I feel so betrayed by him I can't stop crying. What I am going through is so devastating. And to think he thought he could just do all those things and get away with it. Why do these people hurt us so badly? Why do they think they can do all this and walk away?
I think what he has done to me was the cruelest thing for a therapist to do.