it all started when I got hurt on job in 2011 I was taking pills for pain and muscle relaxers then for about 3 months I worked then it got so bad I couldn't handle my job anymore so I went on workers compensation. I slowly started to decompose in 2012 and landed myself in the hospital after one of my therapists told me to overly talk about the voices I was hearing well I did that then well the room they put me in the was a kids room with its own bathroom but had paintings on the wall that were talking to me well the nurses got concerned and moved me to a comfier bed on the other side of the ER hospital well I had a nightmare and woke up the whole wing. the nurses tied me to the bed it was a real different experience they thought I was on street drugs or something but basically it was a withdrawl from my pain meds and muscle relaxers which they found in my purse and asked if I bought them off the street I was like if I could get to a computer and work safe site it will explain it there. NAturally I just fought against the the restraints which they just made tighter then took my blood and and a urine test. then having pdocs fight over me was extremely danty. finally one came over and told the nurses to stop treating me like an animal if they go back several months she has a Work safe claim and meaning its probably active right now so get her a glass of water and some of her pain pills and 5mgs of ativan and 100mg of trazedone and I want to speak with her in the morning.

well I lived years as a bpd person until recently I have been diagnosis with psychosis and schizophrenia. but I had psychosis in and out for years and my doc would just say it was my depression or my bpd acting up I remember being a code white 4 times in the ER because I was seeing sh.t and hearing sh.t and I remember taking hostage of my pdoc in psychosis.

But enough of all that I started taking psych meds in 2012 I believe when I first began hearing multiple voices. after my accident at work I was fine up until my accident I could hold a steady full time job and I was reliable.