Yeah... i have not been able to get over it. It's not like i could go to the cops, since they were a part of it. Ive been paranoid ever since this happened to me, and had to tear apart my new apartment looking for cameras and microphones. Gladly i didn't find any, and i feel more secure than i did a year ago or more, but i am still paranoid and not very trusting of the police anymore, or people in general. Thats why i plan to stay on the risperidone at 1mg, or maybe .5.