This last week we shared something terrifying with our T. Never told anyone before. In fact, not sure we ever even told ourselves before - certainly not out loud. I left her office feeling overwhelmingly vulnerable and was losing a battle with self-loathing and started to shut down.

Sonseearae tried to cheer me up on the way home. I wasn't having it. She wouldn't quit. Finally she said something that got a reluctant smile. I tried to get back to that place where I couldn't feel. Anyway, long story short - she refused to give up and rescued me from free falling into an emotional abyss.

What would you do with a million dollars?