Perna, InaCorner is right....today is a new day. Don't beat yourself up...it happens. What is important is "what you do with what you have been given today."

Maybe you could take a look at what led up to drinking. When I relapsed, it was because I was not working a good recovery program. Each day, I have to look to see what I can do to keep myself sober for just that day. Not worry about yesterday or tomorrow.