Sorry to ask..i am a bot confused abotu your jender....

now, as far as you being gay or what ever..i personally believe-and i think that if you grasp what i say-it can give you some freedom amd release-

1. "sexual preference" is out of choice. first off- sexual needs come and go to your body-and you can satisfy it in different way! no matter what-boys or girls. you just need osmehow to satisfy it-hmm..don`t like mentionint it-but to fully explain it -mastrubations is the porrf tha sexdual satisfaciton is not a jender depending issue-but just somehting that comes a goes as the blood comethere to the body.

2. as far as being this or beng that-sex has a funcion-and we all knwo that naturally "most" people are strait. i had a really nice saying aout it "today there are no gay or straight- every1 is Bsexual....anywas today everyhting goes. rememebr today it so not AS BAD to be "gay"-althgouh form what i say you can understand i consider this an illussion

3. Whatever you prefere-girl or boys-TRY NOT TO JUDNGE YOUSELF YOURSLEF and respect and don`t be afraid of what people say....
EXCEPT WHAT THERE IS.

hmm... again i will go into something that i wouldn`t go normaly-
i HAD some "lessbian" dreams- 3 times - but believe me i am not bothered by it and i odn`t consider myself 1.

i think that if you are imaginative enough anyhting can "turn you on"...
jsut chill out and enjoy waht satisfys you and don`t judge yourself and don`t think of all those socialy definitions of" gay B stragiht - DO THEY REALLY MATTER???

hope it was helpful in a way....
if you feel it just confuses you.. ignore it by all means

hugs