Cyran0, in my reply to your post, I said I would check back in…I wanted to really write you a nice long, heartfelt reply. I wanted you to know how much we have in common—the events and the emotions. However, I have not been able to do that…right now I am struggling a bit. I am having some work issues and my grandma just passed. So, I have been receiving more support than giving support. I really hope that you don’t think I am ignoring the post or think you are not important. It is just, right now, at this moment, I can’t bring myself to write about my abuse. Maybe tomorrow or next week…I don’t know when…but, I would like to share some of my story with you. You sound like an amazing person and I really do look forward to hearing more from you.

And yes, coke was my drug of choice. When I quit it, I developed a drinking problem. But, isn’t it great to be sober! Congrats on the 6 years, that truly is amazing!