I guess I'm gonna go ahead and share it.

It started out with me in a hypo mania. I was abused in this organization between the ages of 19-30. I won't name it bc it has a really good reputation. Anyway I finally got a computer, I had been offline for like 7 years. I was 36 yrs old it was 2011. There were blogs exposing the abuses occurring in this organization. I got on thinking I would help others. Turns out my story of abuse was the worst of the ppl posting. Not the worst of the worst tho.

Before I knew it I was on there all the time. Barely eating and sleeping. I had a flood f memories come back that had happened to me in the organization. I turned full blown manic and couldn't stop posting on the site. That lasted like 2 weeks. Then I didn't eat or sleep for about 5 days and started believing every business had ppl from that organization drugging and raping ppl. I could feel my mind slipping. I went to my sisters work and told her I couldn't be home bc I would get back on the computer. She didn't understand. I ended up in the hospital and was in for 2 weeks. It took forever to get me to sleep. I came out but was still very manic so went back in for another week.

There's more details but that's the jist...