The worst thing right now is that my sister asked me to make these play silk things for my nieces that are essentially big pieces of shiny fabric that they pretend with. I love sewing usually but I HATE making these. The fabric is messy to work with and requires pinning all the way around two times for each one. Then I have to sew a hem, then I have to sew a decorative border to tack down anyplace the hem missed an edge because the fabric frays so badly. I dread working on them. I'm nearly done, 2 more to go, but my mood isn't right for doing frustrating things.

I suppose that my mood might be why I hate this but I don't think so. I think I would hate this in the best of moods.

Mostly it's my cat. She was my best friend for 21 years.

MM,you're right. If my mom is seeing this it's probably worse than I think. I just saw my pdoc so I'll see what my therapist thinks Thursday and will contact my pdoc before that if needed. All she can do right now is raise my AP and the upped dose is so sedating I wet the bed. So I really don't want to do that unless I have to. I guess with the holiday coming I really do need to get in touch with her sooner though. Bleck.

Thanks everyone.