If my mom didn't come back just now she had no ideal how bad i would. Self injure i just got back from getting bandages at the doctor for doing something two nights ago there's not even a real reason i do it anymore i just react when i feel a certain way.i cant bear the thought of my sisters coming home and always end up physically fighting or the drama and sometimes a few hits are thrown at me.so holidays do suck i cant wait till the youngest leaves again.