Hey, there is a theme here. Some of us have chatted in chat about what an effort it is to shower and dress. I too want to stay in bed and don't want to go out to work etc. But I have to. I support my family. For me I am unclear if it's depression and I need a med change, or grief. There is a third possibility, that it is related to the pain meds I take. bed is my favorite place. sleep is my favorite state. I hope we all find things to be awake and alive for.