I have been hospitalized multiple times in hte past, a lot of which I don't remember because it is all a blur.

I was okay for about 7 years then went off the deep end with delusions last year and went in the hospital last December through January this year. I spent last Christmas there. It wasn't so bad because my best friend and love of my life came and spent the day with me in there.

It makes me wonder though, could I really go back to work full time without an incident? I just got a part-time job recently because I feel it is all I can handle at the moment. Small steps is the way to go. I am Bipolar I by the way.