how many memories of family can you deal with in the space of a few hours

that's our question... this morning is terrible for family memories (well it was, it's sort of calmed down now but still)

speaking to 1 of your mom's x boyfriends at 8 A.M this morning is weird.

we still didn't hear back from that guy who we were worried about who went to a psych appointment (spiritual forum), god, that's 2 weeks without him checking in. we're going to try emailing again today

binging a lot- but then it's christmas, what else is to be expected?

very depressed- but not suicidal

our meeting yesterday started bad, we actually buckled under pressure (the fact that 1 of the top managers were sitting with us freaked us, and we had a quiet word with someone and they made him leave), but we suppose it was okay.. just the usual stuff discussed really

we did get angry at some point because 1 of the people blamed D.I.D on us and we're like you have absolutely no idea what we've been through, so just shut up.

but we explained they are still trying to make us leave the country and they are concerned, but said their's very little they can actually do- but they are working it.

confusing.. but oh well.

no sleep since we last posted here

long post?

(yes this is a very long post)