split image...hi..and thank you...Day 4 now...still feel like a zombie....i sleep well... I feel like I'm ready to get up and then I do and I'm exhausted. So much to do for Xmas eve..we are having a get together here..and I can do nothing.

My niece is having major spine surgery tomorrow and luckily my sister doesn't want anyone there..but I just feel like I should at least feel good and ready if she needs me. Guilt and shame are overpowering.