High school was the worst. I got depressed at the end of eighth grade. I started cutting myself. I cut myself on my wrist (just a scratch) and my mom freaked and I ended up hospitalized. It all went downhill from there. I was hospitalized six times between 14-16, I stayed in the state hospital for three months, I went to residential treatment for six months, and I ended up in a special school for emotionally disturbed kids. It was the worst.

My freshman year of high school was the absolute worst though. I was very sick. I was severely depressed, had panic attacks every day, cut myself multiple times a day. I even brought a razor blade to school so I could cut myself in the bathroom at lunch time. And I was hallucinating for months. It ended in suicide attempt and that's when I ended up in the state hospital.

I would NEVER go back to high school.