LadyShadow - I had 8 years sober at one point and have proved to myself over and over in the past 3 years..that I can not drink normally..so whatever works for you...that is great! Keep doing it.

notz...yes, it is poison and It almost killed me again....this is ridiculous...i just ate my first meal in days...a scrambled egg and a 1/2 english muffin, drinking honey, vanilla and chamomile tea and then laying down for a while. Thank you...both.