I never thought about it before as bipolar related, I just thought I was a messy person! I have WAYYY too much stuff and clothes are just everywhere. I hate living like a slob but the idea of attacking this mess of a room is so overwhelming I just want to cry.

But when push comes to shove, I can clean it all up in about 30 minutes, clothes and all so its not THAT much of a mess. But its that I have to WANT to do it and since it is MY room I choose to live in the mess. I have just gotten used to it.

And honestly its MY living space. My mom and dad are total neat freaks. The rest of the house is immaculate except my room, (and my sister's and she is NOT bipolar) so I don't know if it's just a trait thing or just me and my sister are just messy people. But she works full time so she just doesn't have time, and I work part-time and I have no excuse!