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Old Dec 18, 2016, 10:54 AM
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Originally Posted by Misssy2 View Post
LadyShadow - I had 8 years sober at one point and have proved to myself over and over in the past 3 years..that I can not drink normally..so whatever works for you...that is great! Keep doing it.

notz...yes, it is poison and It almost killed me again....this is ridiculous...i just ate my first meal in days...a scrambled egg and a 1/2 english muffin, drinking honey, vanilla and chamomile tea and then laying down for a while. Thank you...both.
Yes I understand your pain. I fool myself into thinking "I can do it on my own" I am a lot like my Dad (he is a severe alcoholic but in total denial) where I can go like two weeks without drinking then binge drink. I don't binge drink anymore THANK GOD, but I still sneak a beer here and there or some wine. NO MORE HEAVY LIQUOR for me. I can't go that route. It's too dangerous.

But congrats on this BIG HUGE step you made. It is such an accomplishment and I am so so very proud of you. I am so glad you ate too. This is the hardest part and you are doing phenomenal! Keep up the good work, and remember to congratulate yourself every day, every hour, every minute. You deserve it!
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