I'm so over Christmas already. I don't want it and I wish I could refuse to be a part of it but that isn't even an option. At least in a week it will be over. My mood has been on a steady decline for the last week which is a bit concerning. Trying to hold on to the hope that it will improve once Christmas is done.

I'm trying to grin and bear it, I work in retail so having to plaster that fake smile on my face a lot. It's so much effort. Stupid me even picked up an extra shift this week. I just want to hide from the world.

I think I just needed a bit of a rant...