I wish there was someone to talk to about being so alone. About feeling wrong in the world. About making the pain stop. The system is supposed to be there to help, but it doesn't. If you reach out, they throw rules and push you away, they say they will help but they don't. That's one of the reasons I like listening to you, you may not do the job anymore, but you give hope that there is real people out there who may want to help. That maybe someone like me, or others like me, aren't so very alone.