I used to have heaps of friends and throw parties regularly. As I have grown older (I'm 40) and had to deal with chronic physical and mental illnesses my friendship circle has shrunk significantly. I am ok with this. I have a couple of close friends who I see monthly (ish) and my immediate family who I see weekly. That is enough for me. And of course I have you guys
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead