Yes, a few close friends to me is more important than having a whole bunch of friends. Trust is big for me, and it's too overwhelming to try to keep up with so many people. My one best friend in the whole world passed away almost a year ago, but I do have one friend who texts me all of the time, and we look out for each other, so I'm glad for that. Family does not always understand, but my mom means well....she's actually trying to understand (to a small degree) my mental health condition, whereas before she avoided any talking about that. So that's a start, I suppose.