This subject must be a real core issue for me, because tonight I find myself feeling very angry. I just cooked everyone egg on toast and threw the eggs in LOL, now they've got scrambled egg on toast LOL. Oh you can see I'm trying to avoid the anger here by light of how Im feeling. I dunno, its like my core being is about to be challenged. That the only tool I've ever known is to be RIGHT! not to sit with my feelings and allow the other person their existence, NO, NO, NO this is to deadly. I am right, I am perfect, I know everything I'm talking about! yeah right, I am small, and I am scared, and I'm not sure about anything in the big grown up world.