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Originally Posted by Artchic528
Thanks so much. I'm still learning though, and have a lot of personal growth ahead of me to do. 
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How about no. Me being alone, and waiting for a guy to magically appear is NEVER going to happen. How can you find your special man WITHOUT LOOKING? If you stand in the middle of the woods expecting to see a wild unicorn pop out of woods, IT ISN'T GOING TO HAPPEN. You need to go out and look for it. If you just stand still NOTHING WILL HAPPEN.
I am sick and tired of dealing with being single. It is the holidays I want a man to celebrate the holidays with me, be able to go out and have fun.
But no I am alone because I am apparently suppose to be alone for the rest of my life. Because no matter all that I try nothing I do works.
I take photos of myself looking great with great outfits, hair, make up, and yet get told I look like a man or transgender.
I go and chase guys and yet that doesn't work.
I sit back and let the guy chase me and that doesn't work.
I can send the guy a photo of me looking like crap with no make up and messy hair and yet that doesn't have the guy liking me at all either.
NOTHING I DO WORKS.
I was able to get boyfriends so many years ago but now everyone thinks I am a man and hate the way I live my life.
EVERYONE online and in real life hate how I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs, or don't party, and I am a virgin saving myself for marriage and want marriage and don't want kids.
They find that odd and weird. Its called tradition and old school and yes there are some people that still exist and believe in these ways of living and I am one of them.
BUT NO ONE ACCEPTS ME FOR ME THEY ALL HATE ME.
NOTHING I DO MATTERS.