I've been in therapy for the last three years and there for a while I was really getting better. But now I feel like I am going backwards and feel like a failure. I feel so disappointed in myself and feel like my therapist is too. I just can seem to find any happiness in my life and feel down all the time. I have been working on depression for a long time and thought I was getting better but now I am not so sure. I have a session on Monday and do not even want to go because I hate to go in there and say how rotten I really do feel and that sometimes I wish I could just die and get it over with. I am feeling really lonely right now and scared of my furture. I have bad anxiety too and that does not help. I love my therapis and feel like I am letting him down. I almost can face him anymore because I feel like I should be gettin better than I am. I'm in conflice over therapy...should I continue or should I just stop let life unfold as it will for me.