I'm so sorry Luce. The people I've reached out to don't understand what I'm working through. I've just reached out to them in friendship. I've shared too much because the part of me that wants to be heard comes out. They have receded into my background. It seems that I'm a bit of a recluse at this point. I'm really hoping I can find a place/group that I feel safe.

It's a precarious place. I'm hopeful though.

Question.

It seems that dissociation is a gift, from what I've read. Would you like to not have that gift? Weird question I know.