Ok I dont know if I can do this. I know I should but right now I am begunning to doubt myself if I have done the right thing leaving him. I keep reading my journals, reminding myself I dont ever want to be intimate again with him, that I dont want to be the bread winner, that I dont want to leave in that house or town, how I have no say in who does which chores because he decides, how I do all the cooking etc and he can be oboxious, arrogant and said the most awful things to be but nothing is working. I feel so sorry for him.
Would really appreciate your thoughts, my minds turned to mush