((((my))) I am sorry to hear you are feeling so poorly. How is it no therapist is available to you? You went for stitches...and back? to the community clinic for meds... certainly they have talk therapy help also?

It sounds like other overwhelming stuff is in your life right now, and maybe having someone (else) to talk with can help you get through a little easier?

Welcome to the site, btw, and be sure to come back often... it's a good group of supportive members here.