I don't think he is anti med but I think he thinks it might be dangerous to give me meds such as anti depressants if I am bipolar and maybe he also thinks I am not bad enough. I still function when depressed (more than when hypo, when I just want to have fun and everything else becomes secondary). I guess I have a life but I am dying for some inner peace and getting of this rollercoaster to take a deep breath because I feel all my life I have just been running.