Today I start my new job with new company, new responsibilities, and a new life routine. I'm nervous about the job, the team, the company, responsibilities. I am most nervous about the change in my life routine. It has taken me just over a year to stabilize and I am very worried about not being able to handle things without the structure I had put in place.

T says I can email her as needed (this week and always), I'd rather not lean on her that heavy if I don't have to. I do see her on Wednesday. So any thoughts of positivity would be nice - I could use all the universe has to offer.

Thanks!!!!