I have been in therapies for ten years, first for anorexia, then anxiety and depression, then supposedly borderline and now whatever. I think that I have BP and it gets more obvious over the years, because the borderline traits decline and the eating disorder is long since under control. I now get euphoric phases and simple depression. The difficult thing about me is that I definitely don't get mania and that I am always controlling myself pretty well when I am around foreigners but I think if they saw me being alone it would be quite plain to see.