I can't stand it anymore...LIFE...I just don't want to be here anymore and don't know what to do. I feel so out of it, so lost and scared of life. I hate each day, don't know what to do with myself anymore. Tired of the battle inside of me between life and death. I feel angry and depressed and anxious. I jus want to sleep so it will all go away and I don't have to deal with life anymore. I am so tired of the struggle to find some peace in my life, tired of therapy, tired of feeling like a failure. I've lost myself and can't find my way back. I'm tired of looking.