lolagrace and coyot...well the Therapist in the same office TOLD me to smoke pot last week...and she was going to talk to my Dr. about some things prior to my appointment.

Its not really that I have lied to them...they know I have an alcohol problem the pdocs first comment to me on first visit was whoa..alcohol is mentioned a lot here (i talked about my hospitializations from it in my intake..which were recent)...and the only thing I really have lied about is said that I tried scripts they gave me for at least a week....I didn't try any more than 3 days.

But, the alcohol and the pot they are aware of...but I'm not 100% sure he knows about the pot yet or if the therapist got to talk to him...she said they normally don't talk to the Drs but she wanted to talk to him about my brain MRIs and let him know that I had signed releases for them to get copies of them.

I did also sign records for release of treatment from the last facility which in that facility I was drug tested weekly and passed every test...didn't smoke pot back then...only 3 months ago...so yea..I know I have to be honest.

Its just that the honesty keeps getting the benzos removed...when like I said..I can also die from drinking with other medication so why take the benzos that help me the most?