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Old Dec 19, 2016, 01:23 PM
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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic View Post
I'm sure lot of us were lacking in insight when we first got sick.....I'm wondering how you first got started on medication for your psychosis....

For me I was in the hospital and took whatever they handed me not thinking there was any other option but then it wasn't working and I got out of the hospital without any meds. I did have a follow up appointment in a week and by that time I was hallucinating so badly that I asked god for help and when the meds were presented again I thought that was the help I asked for---maybe it was.
I was homeless in Santa Fe, New Mexico, my mental illness having made it so I couldn't work and ran out of money. No one knew where I was or what was happening to me. One day I was on the bus, screaming at a passenger, when the cops came to see what was up. The cop took one look at me and asked me, "Are you hearing voices?" I told him yes. He told me the name of an outpatient mental health facility a few miles away. I went there and spoke to the psychiatrist, and he figured out I was schizoaffective and prescribed Haldol. I was on it for months while living in a concrete drain under a bridge, and it didn't help a bit. So he switched me to Abilify, which for a time did wonders. I have, over the years, found that most meds are like this: they help for a year, or two years, and then they stop working, or the side effects become so bad that the psychiatrist has to switch to something else. Meds are a mixed blessing at best.
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Sometimes psychotic