((Hugs))) Misssy, well you know I am glad you are very much alive and hanging in there, you are doing great!!
I am really sorry to hear you were banned from a website that you were on, that happens sometimes when we drink and act just out of control. I am sorry you miss your friends too, but you know you can make new friends right?? *wink, wink*
I am here for you and I am glad you are doing better, sorry I thought it was day 4 but if its day 5 even better!
Glad to hear you got a doctor's appointment too. Do you have a therapist that you can see too and get an emergency appointment with? That could really help.
Also just throwing it out there, but if you want to PM to talk I am here too.