maybe I will think of finding/trying to do work. I figure thou...if I'm getting paid 700 a week (averages to) to not work...why work? Other than to keep from going crazy and smoking or drinking myself to death.

Plus I have the fears of not being able to handle it...like I was just reading the thread of people working with disorders and some struggling.

I'm sorry you have gotten 2 CDRs in a year....that is crazy and I'm sorry to bring it up..just the mention of SSDI makes me sick to my stomach it was such a traumatic experience...the denials...and the wait of 2 plus years.