Beth,

You have gone through so much lately.....it's great to help when help is needed. This is a great group here at PC. There is such a broad range of people...think that is what makes it so great because there is always someone who can relate to what we are going through....someone has already had the experience we are going through or at least something close.

It's such a good group because everyone cares for each other....what a real family should be like but aren't most of the time (unless you are really lucky).

As far as being a better person if things had been different.....you are a wonderful person & we evolve daily as we learn & grow no matter where we have come from.....so don't worry about your past......you are that wonderful person today!!!!

I'm not sure about the divorce you talk about....who is initiating it or whatever.....sometimes we just have to do what makes up better off & those are tough decisions to make...nothing to make on a spur of the moment. I know you have been having problems with that issue for a long time....so it's important to support you with whatever decision it right for you & you are the only one that knows what is right. Weigh out both sides. Sometimes we have to sacrifice some happiness because of the situation we are in...until the right time comes along. I know for years, I felt that way.....but couldn't really figure out what to do until I decided to buy my farm in Kentucky. Unfortunately, that took my Mother dying for the money to be there for me to do anything about it. That's why I said....only you know the right time for making any serious decision like that.

I am glad you were able to get your meds. That is the most important thing...something we can't easily live without.

Glad we all can be here for you,
Debbie