I got depressed and my husband gave me an ultimatum. Dr or divorce. Well I went to the dr. got an AD and flipped out. I stopped the AD. He retired and I went to a new dr and argued why I didn't need an AD. walked out BP2 and on new meds. After he sent me to a stupid pdoc who didn't know what she was doing. Tons of Dx and meds later we moved and quit meds. My paranoia brought me to my next pdoc. Dx.'d bipolar and given AD/MS and still had problems. Moved again and requested an AP and things have been so much better. Now I'm on AP and MS.