Thanks everyone. Today was probably a little bit better. I was really cranky with my mom's dogs when I walked them (just impatient with them but I was C.O.L.D. and the thyroid thing is making cold miserable right now) but I spent the day not doing much otherwise. I slept 12 hours and took a 2 hour nap. I got one more of the wretched play silks completed (not without a major error though) and another should be about ready for stitching before I fall asleep. It was good to have a day that was mostly spent lying around.

I emailed my pdoc about increasing my AP at my discretion since she'll be off next week and quite busy this one. No answer yet so I may have to call in a few days. I'm sure she doesn't care if I go up though so if I need to I can.

I nearly lost it last night when another, more people, gathering was added to the Christmas eve, Christmas morning, Christmas afternoon that I already struggle with. My sister's family is coming the 27th which isn't so bad (and I love time with my nieces) and then my cousins and aunt may be coming the 28th. I opted to leave my 27th therapy appointment in place. I think I'll need it.

I should have had therapy today but moved it back to Thursday so my mom can go with me to go shopping (therapy is in the city. We......are not.)

I miss my kitty so much. I knew she wasn't going to live forever but I'm so sorry it had to be December. It would have been hard any month but December is extra hard. And it's hard to know how to process pet loss; it's not like losing a person yet I miss her and grieve anyway.